|My late best friend.|
new homeI moved into a new place! and this one has internet! It has been so long since i used a computer... i got very used to the phone correcting my grammar and spelling...new home by 4ging-the-godess
Any who.... i am renting with some friends and having some fun. i guess more on the story when i see how many people are still on here. and more art! i still have to unpack all my stuff but i will have art coming again finally! i cant wait.
Our VisitWent very well... we had lots of fun up in the fresh air and the visit reminded me how much I want to move up there.Our Visit by 4ging-the-godess
The only thing that happened that was a huge bummer was the fact that the people that we planned on moving up with both smoke... regular tobacco and pot... One is on probation so he doesn't smoke pot but his girlfriend refuses to quit with him.
My one and only rule for driving them up there (which we didn't have much room to do so in the first place) was that they weren't allowed to smoke in my car. and do you know what SHE did? That is right... she smoked in my car.
I don't smoke. I don't drink. I have a clean system except for energy drinks and candy... (I am a junky for sweets)
Troy (Brandon's brother) understands this... He doesn't smoke near me often and tried to tell her not to. She doesn't respect my request to refrain from smelling up my car and was smoking weed in my car and trying to hide it while I was in it. You think that i couldn't smell it right... *sarcas
Life SucksThen you die.Life Sucks by 4ging-the-godess
And become brain craving fiends.
All I gotta do know is get the paperwork done and find a place to stay...
Fuck this crap.
I have been saving up money... I have been able to buy gas without worrying about draining my account... mostly because I haven't had to give any of my money to my dad... and I can pay the bills...
I just have to keep at my job and save up for a good apartment and leave this stupid smelly town for good. I want to rid myself of all this crap and move on.
Oh and to tell the truth... I DON'T WANT TO LIVE WITH SMOKERS...
I HATE THE SMELL AND I HATE THE LOOK AND I HATE HATE HATE THE PEOPLE WHO DO IT.
I really want to just move out on my own and see how it goes... there is a mess of safety nets up there and if we don't make it there will always be someone to fall back to. At least temporarily.
Down here I am fucked. My family doesn't want to help me. They don't care what happens... My mom wants me to stay here so that she can still control me but she still
|I sketch a lot and not a lot of it makes it online. But when it does I am pretty proud of it. I work a lot and play a lot of video games. And soon more school time will be shoved in there. I like all kinds of music and literature. A good song will push me to paint it. It usually comes out looking like a globby mess...|